I wasn't ready for you to leave.

We missed seeing the rain, we missed showing how much we loved each other. You missed out on the list of songs I named your name on. You owe me a birthday, a sunrise in that little place that we said we wanted to meet. Missing you so much right now, I want to pick up the phone, I swear. I just want you to know I miss you, we didn't do half of what we wanted to. But I don't know if losing your pride is the right thing, I don't if you miss me so much. In the end You should know, too; what we were missing. -Mariana Doctor.I wasn't ready for you to leave. I still have a couple of 'Good Mornings' stuck in my throat and thousands of sheets to wet with you. I didn't want you to disappear, I missed you teaching me more about life, I missed showering you with more kisses even though you sometimes said I wasn't so affectionate. We missed seeing the rain, we missed showing how much we loved each other. You missed out on the list of songs I named your name on. You owe me a birthday, a sunrise in that little place that we said we wanted to meet. Missing you so much right now, I want to pick up the phone, I swear. I just want you to know I miss you, we didn't do half of what we wanted to. But I don't know if losing your pride is the right thing, I don't if you miss me so much. In the end You should know, too; what we were missing. -Mariana Doctor.