Old for whom

My spirit is still She loves letters.. What is confinement still feels in her heart.. I still get a strange sadness when I see the records... I’m still looking for gratitude and loyalty in people. I still use mercy to say a good person, among the merits I see... I still put material things behind my spiritual values as my priorities. in the line up... Finding peace in the smell of books, i find myself listening to music.. I smile when I see the children happy, when i see someone crying my heart breaks.. I still live by the old customs, so called modern life All of her filth is in me i refuse ... If modernity means mutated humanity, thank God, let me stay old-minded like this... My understanding of modernity is vastly different; Kindness, being smiling, Keeping the angle gap, Standing against injustice, to give thanks, being able to apologize. It's better to know your limits.. This is my understanding of modernity and things like that.. So unlikable my kind of people, For those who tell the truth, they were never loved at any era.. ~ SNR AR ZN